Raphael · Sorel

YO! Everyone! Twilight is the best fucking book ever!

Can't say I'm not thrilled about changing jobs, because I most certainly am. I do not, however, like where I have been located. Far too loud. I can barely hear myself think.

Well, better time than any to start over, I suppose.

Happy birthday to me...

When are they finishing that trial?

Jury duty?

Suppose I do need to leave the apartment.

I've been left to my own thoughts for far too long. It often proves dangerous.

I need to accept that Amy's not here. I don't know how to do that.

Well I certainly have been lost in disbelief of what was happening over the past few days. And I'm going to keep said events in the denial portion of my mind. So in my opinion, what ever changes occurred never happened. And I honestly don't even know what I'm talking about. Although I had nice hips.

Denial is a fabulous thing.

Well, seems the weather's died down. Glad I'm not on the first floor. Also, extremely glad I was not placed in Takarazuka. I think the blizzards would have killed me. Sad to see the gravity problems go. They made aerobics class highly amusing.

Speaking of amusing, this Arcanum Idol thing should be interesting to observe.

As if I couldn't hate this place any more, I now have to spend four hours on a date with a person I don't even know.

My life sure is fantastic here.

The only things certain in life are death and taxes.

I have not died as of yet, so it is safe to say I'm done with this year's taxes.

Sounds like someone's having a good time.

Not me, sadly.

The fireworks were beautiful last night. I wish Amy could have seen them. However, I was not alone. I watched them with Coughy. Oh yes, I've named the dog. I find him cute and have learned to tune out the coughing.
It's been depressing being without Amy. But it gives me a New Year's Resolution. Find her.

Aerobics isn't so bad after all. Still hate teaching it, however.

Oh! New Year's Resolution #2 Be more sociable and be sincere about it. Doubt it will work, but I try each year. It's very difficult. In general, I hate people. Especially stupid ones.

It was difficult getting through Christmas without Amy.

It was also difficult to get through Christmas with a puppy sounding like it is hacking its lungs out. Seriously, who gives someone a sick puppy for Christmas? It most likely won't last long and I refuse to become attached.

I don't know where I am.

I don't know how I got here.

I don't know where Amy is.

I don't know if she's safe.

I do know that I will do all in my power to find her.

I feel very alone.

Halloween was...um...Halloween. Enjoyable...yeah...

I want to do something for my birthday. I don't know what.

Something strange is going on. I don't think I like it.

That was a lovely mashing of sounds this morning. Screams and a fire alarm. Why have coffee when you can have screams and a fire alarm instead!?

I do hope everyone is all right, especially Amy.